It was supposed to be a no strings thing, we were just hanging out. He specifically told me not to become attached. I couldn't do the one thing he asked of me, I fell for him. He was sweet and we had a lot of fun together, or so I thought. I can't get him out of my mind since I went to school. In the beginning he told me that he feels like every person leaves him and that really tugged on my heart. I promised him that I would never leave him, unless he specifically told me that he wanted me gone. He doesn't talk to me very much anymore, but I am trying so hard to keep my word. I think I fell in love with this man. I don't know how to fall out of it. I need to. I can't get through to him, and I really need to stop feeling this way. Stop being lonely. I'm broken hearted and I can't keep ruining new relationships on an off chance he cares even a little. Why is false hope and relationship obsession the one girly thing I have going for me? There are so many things that point me in a direction that I should stop and give up.
Moving on?
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Moving on?
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