I just want to sleep with someone. literally sleep. I sleep better when I'm not alone.
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Today has already pushed my buttons. My brother's best friend came to me with a problem and it put me between me and an old friend. It sucks because I was really hoping to be on better terms with my friend. Days since last problematic confrontation: 0
My dream last night was crazy real and unfortunately made me realize that I still have some residual feelings for an old flame. You may be thinking that this isn't really a problem, however it seriously is for me. This guy has always been out of my league, and it didn't end well the first time. When the flame fizzled I was burned; I thought I was over him once and for all just to discover that I subconsciously want to go back for more. What the actual hell.
begging to be burned..? Gumdrop Yesterday I met up with a couple of friends from high school. It was a really good time. I remembered a lot of good things from the past. It made me really want to go back. I truly wish I could have hung out with Michael and Kari longer. Kari's boyfriend seemed really nice although he didn't say much. I'm really happy for her, I'm glad she's found somebody she's serious enough with that she wants to bring home. Before this I had seen Kari over winter break, and while I had seen Michael too it was barely in passing. So it was nice to kind of catch up with him. While I was with the two of them I realized there isn't a lot that I tell the both of them; some things are Kari specific like my emotional life because I need a girl's perspective, and some things I'd rather talk to Michael about like certain school things because I think he understands. I talk to Kari fairly regularly however I hadn't realized until last night that I seriously miss talking to Michael. I also realized that I don't have a super close friendship like the ones I see between my other friends and I envy that. I have real friends, but no real friendships. -Gumdrop |
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