Thursday I got to meet an amazing guy in person, after talking for a while online and on the phone (texting and calling! What a concept). Matt and I met up at the Mall of America and we walked around for a while being less awkward than we could have been thankfully. We had dinner there and then drove to a hotel near Valley Fair; before you get you panties in a bunch you should know that there were people that knew where I was and I also had my knife and pepper spray. I was good to go safe. Anyway, once we got to the hotel I got to learn how to play a new game called Flux which for the record I love as much as I hate... I think we played about four times over the weekend and I only won once by sheer luck! Friday we got up almost reluctantly (Because it seemed so early) and we went to Valley Fair. We couldn't have asked for a nicer day to go either, It got up to 80 degrees. The first ride we went on was The extreme swing and oh my god I forgot how much I hated that ride!!! I would have totally preferred going on the Wild Thing or Steel Venom first! We stayed there for six or seven hours and I got more sun than I did the entire time I was in California!!! We got a little bit toasted... #nosunscreen. (I hate # but it seemed appropriate). While we were there I tried to gauge what he thought of me and I couldn't seem to figure it out. He says one thing but then I sense something totally different. It's a bit confusing but I like him so I'm trying not to make assumptions on what he could possible think about me. Spending time at the hotel got to be pretty fun too even though there were a few hiccups, some of which I think were more than mere hiccups. Fun fact: Matt is a seriously good kisser and he has a fantastic butt :p It's weird to think that his booty is the first one I've grabbed *insert devilish grin.* Saturday we had lunch and saw a movie (spy) before we had to go our separate ways. I didn't want to have this first date / hangout plus to end, but all things must. Before we left I asked what the deal was going to be once we ended our weekend and basically from what was said I'm not sure this is going to go anywhere but I really wish it could and would. He is super sweet, understanding, sexy, smart, and fun. I don't know what to do now because I want to see if this could be something but I also don't want to waste time if it can't be. I want to commit to trying this out, but unfortunately I don't think he does. We're both going to be pretty busy now and I don't know when we would even be able to see each other again. I'm stuck and confused now.
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