MOMI don't even know what to say about her, she and my father are getting a divorce. I love her dearly and I'm glad she's around even if she gets on my nerves every once in a while. She told me EVERYTHING about what happened, but I still don't quite know if that's what I wanted or not. CLAUDIAWhere do I even begin? I love this girl so much. This weekend I told her something I probably should have some time ago. I had to tell her that I have feelings for one of the guys she loves. Feelings that I don't think will go away any time soon. I thought she would be upset, and she said she's not. I want to believe her but I don't. She still wants me to go out and about with her this summer. That should hopefully be some sort of fun. she is dating an older man, and she has plans to break up before she moves away, I keep asking her if she can't even see being in it for the long haul, why be in it at all? The guy she loves that she could see herself with she isn't, and not because he said/would say no, it's because she is afraid. I love her dearly and respect that, but the long haul is the goal, why would you let yourself fall when you know you are just going to be getting up and running off? Anyhow as long as she wants me around, my plan is to hang out as much as humanly possible before she has to move, she is my best friend. I would do anything to ensure that she is happy. Anything she needs me to do to help her, I'm there. Even if we're hiding the dead body of somebody... scary thought, hope it never happens. But I'd be there for her day or night. | DADHe moved out. That's basically what I have to say about that. I love him too, but he's not here anymore, I mean he came over today and we went out to dinner, but he's not going to be around all that often anymore. When he is here I hope to play magic or cribbage with him. I miss that. PETEThis man saved me this weekend. There was no way I was going to be able to stay at my house Friday night when my parents told me they were getting a divorce and my dad was going to move out of the house. I was so devastated. I didn't have a car and nobody was able to come get me, so he did. I spent the night at his house, which was good and bad, good because there was no way I would have lasted the night at my house. Bad because honestly, he makes it hard for me to think straight. He is distracting (physically he is smoking hot.) even his personality is distracting because he is kind and funny and some other stuff too. -Did I forget to mention that he is in love with Claudia? And this is the friend that I have feelings for? PLOT TWIST.- Anyhow, Pete didn't know how I feel about him, and I made the (maybe unwise) decision to tell him. So now he knows. And we will always be just friends. And get this: I love him, he loves her, she loves him and her boyfriend, her boyfriend loves her. I'm the friend of him and her, I'm the one locking up all the feelings because I care about both of them and this is what seems best. YAY friendship | BROTHERHe's playing some video game right now, he and I have a very interesting relationship, we talk about almost anything. He went on a confirmation retreat on Friday and when he got back on Saturday my dad broke the news to him. He and I are both crushed. MARIAThe woman of my dreams come alive, I'm kidding. She has been the one person who can tell me like it is no matter what. She can even tell me that I'm making myself look like an idiot over Pete. That it is something not good. That what I'm doing isn't helping anybody, I'm not saying I listen or believe her. Sometimes though she is dead on. She is one of the strongest women I know. She knocks sense into me when I really need it. I would do anything for this babe. NEALINTELLECTUAL BADASS. I basically just met this guy and seems pretty awesome. DUSTINOh my lord, this guy is great. He may live quite a ways away, but really, he's a great friend. He's there for me when I'm feeling down, and hes kind of funny once in a while. Best of all, he really thinks I'm a fantastic human being... |
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Neal
4/6/2014 03:29:44 pm
Yay! I'm awesome and an intellectual badass!
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