I feel as if I am in the mud, I have the rope to pull myself out and yet all I can do is sink. I sink further into the darkness and I don't know how to shed light on the situation. I know there isn't a magic switch to fix everything and do right; there isn't a blank slate to start from scratch, I can't be re-born just for the hell of it. I can't even truly admit that something is wrong. I feel as though this is all my fault and I just need to tough it out and figure it out. I need help. I need to ask for help and I can't. I'm just going to keep sinking; things are only going to get darker. I'm close to accepting this as my fate. I know this isn't something I should accept, is it?
Thanks for listening
It is truly appreciated
Gumdrop
Thanks for listening
It is truly appreciated
Gumdrop