I went on a date saturday!! His name was Cody and he was a really nice guy, that being said I don't know how to handle this. I've had a relationship with a mean guy, an awkward man, and I've enjoyed a rendezvous now and again, and I've had fuck buddies. Throughout all of these I have needed to resort to a tough exterior; nothing real, no emotion. I'm having a hard time opening up and being me but that's only the first problem... since he isn't "bad" in any way I don't find myself attracted to him. I know that People go on dates and get to know each other but my history is maybe go on a "date", have sex, move on. HELP!!!
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