I want to disappear.
I'm afraid
I can't hold on,
I'm scared. I want to hurt,
to feel anything at all.
I'm losing grip,
falling in the pit,
I can't hold on,
can't think straight,
what's lost on me,
what's wrong?
would they notice if I let go,
if i fell?
can they see me holding on,
my slipping grip?
on the edge of the pit?
would they push me in?
be gone, good riddance?
will they make me disappear,
will they try?
I'm holding on,
I want out.
I want to hurt,
to love,
to feel anything at all.
I'm holding on,
I've almost got a grip.
don't make me go,
don't watch me leave,
don't let me disappear.
I'm holding on.
I'm afraid
I can't hold on,
I'm scared. I want to hurt,
to feel anything at all.
I'm losing grip,
falling in the pit,
I can't hold on,
can't think straight,
what's lost on me,
what's wrong?
would they notice if I let go,
if i fell?
can they see me holding on,
my slipping grip?
on the edge of the pit?
would they push me in?
be gone, good riddance?
will they make me disappear,
will they try?
I'm holding on,
I want out.
I want to hurt,
to love,
to feel anything at all.
I'm holding on,
I've almost got a grip.
don't make me go,
don't watch me leave,
don't let me disappear.
I'm holding on.