So the thing is that I am finding it very hard to focus on anything at all. I'm not sure if this is because I've been sick or it is an actual problem that needs dealing with. I don't feel comfortable telling anyone just yet, in case it is only because I've been sick.
On a different note, I have made the decision that I can not be alone for my life. I don't know how I am going to get past this fear of social situations so that I can potentially meet somebody who may enjoy my presence on a semi regular basis. I've unfortunately gone through all the people that are in my life and none are interested, or we have already tried to no avail... Why am I stuck on the men I can't have? Why did I fuck it up? ugg.
talk laters
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On a different note, I have made the decision that I can not be alone for my life. I don't know how I am going to get past this fear of social situations so that I can potentially meet somebody who may enjoy my presence on a semi regular basis. I've unfortunately gone through all the people that are in my life and none are interested, or we have already tried to no avail... Why am I stuck on the men I can't have? Why did I fuck it up? ugg.
talk laters
gumdrop