So today I missed the first half of school to go to "counseling" which is really just a nicer way to say therapy... I went with my brother this time, it was technically our second appointment because we went in last week for a bunch of paperwork, including the forms that help them decide if you are mentally stable. Which I am fairly certain I am not. Next week though I'm going to the appointment all on my own which really means that I am going to be able to basically throw all my feelings at her. All the stupid thoughts Going on up in my brain. Thoughts about my mom, my dad, my friends, my nonexistent love life, my virtual life, the fact that there are people in my life that want me to get high, and others that want to get me drunk.
After I had therapy I went back to school and I seriously do not know why, I was there for part of my physics class and English where we watched a movie and that is all, I was supposed to go to French club but i didn't do that either . Instead I stayed up at the front of the school and i talked to my dearest and nearest friend Breezy, she is such a peach. She brought me souvenirs from her trip to Florida... SHE GOT ME ELEPHANT EARRINGS AND AN ELEPHANT KEY-CHAIN (for those of you who haven't been fully informed, I absolutely LOVE elephants, they are super amazing and i might be mildly obsessed with them), SHE ALSO GOT ME THE MOST AMAZING NECKLACE. I am super happy. She loves me even though I am such an ass. After school I also went in to the office to pay for my prom ticket, yearbook, and senior shirt. I guess I am officially committed to this whole prom thing now that I'm almost $200.00 invested into it. This had better be good
That feeling you get when you pay for your prom ticket in all one dollar bills.