This summer before I start work I get to go see my friend in California. She is the Squeezy to my Gumdrop and I am so excited because I haven't seen her since Christmas. It has been way too long because I hardly ever get to talk to her and I feel as though we are drifting apart and soon she won't want to be the Squeezy to my Gumdrop anymore. I'll be in California over my birthday and she will still be in school the entire time I am there, and one of my biggest fears is that she won't actually have time for me while I am there and since I'm going there alone she is the only one I'll have the opportunity to see. I guess I just worry that it isn't the perfect idea I thought it would be. We have been apart for way too long and one of us is bound to have changed in a way the other can't handle; maybe we both have. I don't want to lose one of my last friends because we haven't been able to keep in touch well enough. What if it's too late? I almost just don't want to know.
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June 2017
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