These days I find myself daydreaming a lot more frequently; unfortunately I am only thinking of something that never was and never will be. I keep dreaming about having a child. Sure that could be considered normal, however I keep dreaming of having a conflict with the father and then having to raise a baby on my own. It is truly an odd thing. I don't want anything like this, especially not now in my life. Hell I can't even handle school right now and I don't know what I want to do after school. I have a lot to do and figure out before I'm even in a place to consider thinking about dreaming about having a baby. I long for something that was just a momentary scare in my life. I can't figure out what is wrong with me. I need a dream.
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June 2017
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